Our Journey

So I feel like i failed my daughter today. Her braces hurt her today.  How do you ask well, Due to them being worn for to they gave her a big blister today. I feel like i can't do anything right when it comes to her feet or legs. I wish i could have them fully corrected. I wish i could prevent them from always hurting her. I wish that i could take away the swelling. I love my daughter so much and I'm tried of seeing her hurt. I thought i had a Big win today, I found shoes that she can wear with her pretty braces and in the end i ended up giving her a blister. I get its a adjustment period with her wearing them but I just wish things would go smooth. I hope this journey gets better because I am not a lose at what i can do. I'm at a lose on how to prevent her from getting blisters or getting tired of walking or pain. Here is to our walk of getting her feet corrected and to well the up and downs. I wish this on no one, Having a child with bilateral club foot is a HARD journey....

This is to the parents that are struggling right now and thinking that things will not go good or work right. Remember that YOU are an Amazing parent and you have child(children) who love you no matter what. And if you feel like you need a support reach out to other parents. We deserve friends our own and hey if they have a child the same age as yours thats a plus. Always remember things will get better and go day by day and breathe and take a step back. I'm rooting for you! We all struggle and moments will get better.

I'm so frustrated with people when you get any animal you are supposed to care for that animal until the day comes of the animal passing away. You are supposed to care for the animal in the good, bad, and ugly. You are also supposed to give them the shots they need and if need be fix them. Not just throw them out of your house like they are garbage and then they got to defend for themselves. How would you feel if I did that to you??? A dog, cat and any other animal has a life & a purpose and a meaning. Why do you think a animal has no life?? Ugh i can just keep on going and going but im stopping. We all need to change how we treat animals

Well it's been a hard month for me and my family. Between having my brand new tires show the thread and then more repairs need to be done on van. To well my rent check being hacked and it was returned to me but it was missing $252. So my February rent I got to give my landlord $1,000 dollars. Which is hard to make right now. My papa ended up in the hospital for low blood sugar and I'm worried about him. My children are doing well in their therapies.  I'm working on my two books but it's slow. I wish I had someone to help me with the $. But everyone comes to me when they have a problem with $. And i cant help people no more. I find out tomorrow if i still have a job or not. I'm almost done with training. I pray and hope things will get better for myself and my family(my children) 

On Friday my sweet little princess finally got her braces for her feet that go in her tennis shoe to help her with walking. The waiting game is over and now we just got to wait for her to get her tennis shoes that go with the brace because the tennis shoes we tried were too small. I didn't know this but the tennis shoes come from Japan for braces and what a shock so the company that made the braces ordered from a company here in the United States and we just now need to wait for them to being mailed here to pick up. This is one step closer to getting her feet fixed once again I am now looking for a new orthopedic doctor. I wish this journey wasn't so hard but it is and I will get there to where she's corrected fully or a doctor who doesn't lie to me about my daughter's feet. I wish she was never born with bilateral clubfoot but it's a part of her and we will get there on getting her feet and legs fixed. I hope the next doc I find will tell me the truth. What...

So I at first didn't know what to say with these pictures that I took of my daddy's dog tags and the last three necklaces he got for me. But then i decided how about I talk from the heart. Which i'm not sure if anyone that likes this page may like. Life as a military child is hard. You see the person who is raising you coming and going and well being in harms away. The next thing thats even harder is having to bury your parent at a young age. You end up growing up to fast and always having a void in your heart. The day I lost my daddy I was in denial. Heck to this day I still dream that all of this is a dream sometimes & that he will walk through the door. And those dreams ARE so hard to have because he won't be walking through that door. But instead he is in Heaven. I'm now telling my children all that I can about their grandfather. So my listen or wisdom of strength hug tighter, build memories, take pictures, record, and Love.