Our Journey

Wow I haven't posted anything for twenty-three days sorry y'all. So I figured I would update on everything that's going on with us. First it will be my children updates. My daughter is doing good its been a journey on making sure I try to do the right things. We went to a new orthro doc and well lets just say I didn't like what he had to say. He told me to stop doing the afos and let her just walk in shoes or without shoes and just do her bnb at night. Well I did that for ONE day and she fall so many times her poor knees were cut up and kept on asking to put her afos on so I let her. He didn't want to do any other brace besides the bnb so I'm mad there because he's not the one here dealing with her not sleeping. She had to stop physical therapy for a while due to Coronavirus shutting down offices. I also think she has my allergies shes so far had three bloody noses. I do stretching at home on her feet and I hope I can find a better doc for her. My son is out...

Let's talk jobs here for a second. So I've been a stay at home mom since I had my daughter in February 2017. And I was on maternity leave so I truly stopped working in March 2017. Lets just say that finding a job now is HARD. I don't have a lot of flexibility and with us only having one vehicle. Things are hard right now. If I knew that job hunting would be hard once I think I can go back to work I would never of quiet. But lets face it, my life is not easy. Why? Because of the constantly traveling to doctor appointments and therapies. I just wish that my graphic design business and photography was making more $ then what it was so That I wouldn't always be worried about bills and rent. I'm praying things will get better for my family but I can never get ahead. I'm emotionally worn out and stressed. I feel like I'm always doing a bad job of being a mother to my children. Here is to praying things will get better. This is my little rant today. I will have som...