Our Journey

So I know I haven't posted a Blog in awhile sorry about that things have just been crazy and I just don't know what to post about right now. So I'm just going to sit and talk about random stuff and title it random LOL. First thing when talking about is never ever ever take your card to Walmart to get an oil change I am like so frustrated right now because I took my van and November to get an oil change and will they touches my radiator cap which I did not know about and I drove my vehicle for a few days with it just placed on there instead of screwed down and I came home one day after taking my son to his therapy and my car steamed up real bad under find out my radiator is cracked and that's going to cost me $353 to get it fixed it keep in mind I don't have. I'm ready for things to be back to normal due to the covid-19 virus but I am worried about about an outbreak just like what happened in China and they're predicting in the fall that it could be ten times...

So its the start of allergies and boy are they messing up with my son and I. For a while we have been dealing with bloody noses from my son and it is starting to frustrate me. I don't know why my son keeps on getting nose bleeds everyday. I know he is tired of it and I am also. I've talked to his PCP about it and they are waiting to wait for his ENT records to try to do something different. He has had I believe 4 nose surgeries in four and a half years and I really don't want to have him do another one. I know if its good to do then I will but I was hoping he would out grow it. But i don't think he is out growing the nose bleeds. It's the 11th of April and he has had nine days worth of bloody noses. As a mom you wish you had all of the answers and a solution to stop them. I wish the doctors could figure out what is causing the nose bleeds because well I'm tired of always being frustrated. I guess from here I'm going to take it day by day and try to not worry...

So I read a Blog well that's what I'm calling it. I am sure I'm not the only one that heard of love what matters. If you haven't well Facebook page. Anyways there was a post from a fellow military wife and it hit two home. It made me cry and to realize hey I am not alone and all the stresses that I'm facing it's okay to cry. I always try to be strong for my children and myself and my hubby but let's face it right now things are hard. I have so many worries and not many family around to talk and cry with. Heck I don't even really have friends around me. And with this stay home because of the covid19 like it matters anyways. But when you are trying to juggle being a mom wife and now + teacher it's kind of hard. And when you add the school work let's just say my son is getting frustrated a lot. The point of this blog today is to tell you it's okay to cry, get mad and be worried. But remember that in the end all of us will end up stronger and fin...