my life

So you know I'm on Facebook looking through my news feed and there's this video of McHenry County Sherriff Deputy Jacob Keltner's body being escorted from the hospital to the coroners office. And it made me have a flash back of when i was at the hospital with my grandma because she didn't want to be alone when she passed away. That was the hardest thing to do, but i'm glad i did it. You know why because it bought to light that i wasn't a good granddaughter, yes in my heart i truly know i was but i didn't go to fort smith a lot to see her. Which i should of tried harder. But lets face it when you have children and medical needs for them your life gets Way to stressful and then you add school to the mix, you really don't have a breather. But anyways i'm kind getting off subject. It made me realize that i need to value the big things better. Like spending more time with my family and my children. And that its okay to have a messy house of toys, your house doesn't always need to be prefect and clean. Hello you have children who live here if there weren't toys all over the place then it wouldn't look like there is happy children living here. So this post is for me and for you to remember to take a step back from the stress and see family and play with your children more. Because in a blink of an eye someone could be gone who you love or grown up to fast. I love my children and I realized i somewhat messed up on not having them see their great grandma more. Here is to a change of how our life will go. 

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