Our Journey

So I'm not perfect I'm far from it but I've been reading the our daily bread and today's lesson is talking about how you are different than the person next to you. And no I'm not talking about if he or she is a male or female. I'm talking about your personality along with your likes and dislikes plus talents. Could you imagine if we all were the same. That would be pretty boring. Peter wrote in the Bible that we all were wonderfully made uniquely by Jesus. He knew where our life would go before we did. I'm going to admit that I struggle with my faith. But who doesn't? I am wanting to change that. I'm also wanting to publish my book but that's going to take a lot of work and help from Jesus plus time. Remember that no matter what you don't have to be like your friend or some big famous person because you just like myself was wonderfully made to be different. I know I'm happy with who I am and I only want myself to be happy for me no one el...

So I know I haven't posted a blog in a while and well that's because I haven't had the time too. And plus I haven't had anything to write about. But today I do. I have so much going through my head and I just need a breather. I wish a had super powers. I'm sure it not the only mom who thinks this. I feel like everyday I have a list of stuff I got to get done. You know the normal stuff, do laundry and fold it put it up. Do dishes cook dinner. But I'm going to flat out tell you it doesn't get done. Yes I wash it but they don't get put away. I'm one person and when you have a fussy on and off one month old not a lot gets done. I wish I had more help. I was cleared for work but I haven't started back yet due to no daycare Wanting to take my daughter. Yes she has casts on her feet but I need care. I need help on keeping my house clean. But I feel like nothing gets done. I wish I had more time during the day so I can get everything done. I'm hoping...

Okay so this blog may not be long. But I think thats okay because I got to one get something off my chest and two got to remind myself to be a better family member. How many of you talk to family everyday? How many of you say O I will be a better family member I'll call so and so today then never do? Sadly I have became one of those people. I know you are thinking well I'm a busy person and i forget to call them. I'm going to flat out tell you I say the same thing! And today I finally called my Papa(mind you this is the only one I have alive and I haven't seen him since 2013). It was great to hear from him and now I feel like a bad granddaughter because I haven't called to see how he is doing or talk to him about his great grandchildren; let alone ask about his health. Our lives are full of people that matter, don't forget to check in on them or talk to them. I could go on all day about how my family is falling apart and that i want to be the "glue" th...

So yesterday was a busy day for me between taking my son to the ears, nose and throat specialist and packing plus shopping then getting new tires with Nate for the van. The specialist is on board with my son's doctor and his tonsils and adenoids will be taken out. I hope this fixes his talking plus the nose bloods. We will see in two weeks if this stopped the nose bleeds. He has been having nose for two years now and i'm so over it. I packed some and still got packing to do today plus getting  van fixed with tries so that we don't get stuck in St. Louis Missouri when we leave tomorrow. I'm going to say it was nice getting out of the house with Nate without children. Do not get me wrong or Nate wrong we love our children but we deserve couple time. Anastasia has been so fussy lately that we needed a breather since we both ended up crying the day before when she would cry off and on. I hope she is not sensing that mommy is stressed out. I didn't get to get the one thi...

Everyone may think that getting pregnant and breast feeding are a easy thing. But sadly its not when you have PCOS. Because you either have breastmilk or don't. I got really lucky to find the man i want to grow old with. I'm so blessed and lucky everyday for Nate and my family. Ever since i found out i had PCOS i thought I would only have one child not 2-4 like i wanted. Okay I wanted four children, but i don't think that's in my wishes of going to happen. It took me five years after having Matthew-Patrick to get pregnant again. Yes i was happy with just having Matthew-Patrick and Nate but i wanted more children. With both of my pregnancies I was high risk until the day I delivered. I had to watch what I eat and watch my blood pressure due to when I get sick it gets high. That's one thing also that PCOS messes with. I know you are thinking what does PCOS stand for? what is PCOS? well here is your answer, PCOS stands for polycystic ovary syndrome (PCOS). Polycystic...

hi, so i never have done a blog before but i wanted to start because i need a way to talk plus de-stress along with hopefully give tips and just have someone else to talk to. My name is Stephanie. I am 26 years old but fixing to turn 27 come March 29,2017. I am a Christian. I have four children, two are human and two dogs. I just had our daughter Feb 24,2017. Her name is Anastasia. Our son is six years old and his name is Matthew-Patrick. My Fiance is in the Military. We live in Arkansas. My life is Never boring, between work and therapy for my son i never get a chance to just sit down an relax and just enjoy the time i have with my Fiance Nate and be a family. Anastasia was sadly born with clubbed feet and we are going to be going to St Louis Missouri to have them corrected but i don't know how long that will take. For her dad it took him until he was eleven months to have them fixed. My son is in therapy two times a week for speech & O.T. and let's just say its been hard...